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haiz haiz..

2005-06-01T16:27:00.000+08:00

wat a terrible day sia...
its so BORING!!!!
everyday juz surf, eat, slp......
nothing else...
sian sia!!!!
for 3 days i did nothing!!!!
except for a FLOWCHART!!!
i have been surfing the websites for almost 30hrs!!
omg.... i have been waiting for softwares..
i have been waiting for lunch breaks
i have been waiting for going home
i have been waiting to see my supervisiors
i have been waiting for my tea breaks
i have been waiting to see our project "requester"
i have been waiting for so many things... when will it end then??????
WHEN????

Informations!!

2005-05-20T12:38:00.000+08:00

These are the details for the songs that i put it in.

Gundam Seed:

Opening Theme:
#1: "Invoke" by T.M. Revolution (eps 1-13)
#2: "Moment" by Vivian or Kazuma (eps 14-26)
#3: "Believe" by Nami Tamaki (eps 27-40)
#4: "Realize" by Nami Tamaki (eps 41-50)
Ending Theme:
#1: "Anna ni Isshodattanoni (Even Though We Were Together So Much)" by See-Saw (eps 1-26)
#2: "River" by Tatsuya Ishii (eps 27-39)
#3: "Find The Way" by Mika Nakashima (eps 40-50)
Inserts:
#1: "Akatsuki No Kuruma" by Fiction Junction Yuuka
#2: "Meteor" by T.M. Revolution
#3: "Mizu no akashi" by Rie Tanaka
#4: "Shizukana yoruni" by Rie Tanaka

Gundam Seed Destiny:

Opening Theme:
#1: "Ignited" by T.M. Revolution (eps 1-13)
#2: "Pride" by High and Mighty Color (eps 14-24)
#3: "Bokutachi no Yukue (Our Whereabouts)" by Hitomi Takahashi (eps 25-)
Ending Theme:
#1: "Reason" by Nami Tamaki (eps 1-13)
#2: "Life Goes On" by Mika Arisaka (eps 14-25)
#3: "I Wanna Go To A Place..." by Rie Fu (eps 26-)
Inserts:
#1: "Fields of Hope" by Rie Tanaka
#2: "Quiet Night C.E. 73" by Rie Tanaka [shizukana yoruni(remix)]
#3: "Shinkai no kodoku" by Houko Kuwashima

Bleach:

Opening Theme:
#1: "*~Asterisk" by Orange Range (eps 1-25)
Ending Theme:
#1: "Life is Like a Boat" by Rie Fu (eps 1-13)
#2: "Thank You!!" by HOME MADE KAZOKU (eps 14-25)

Hikaru no Go

Opening Theme:
#1: "Get Over" by dream (eps 1-30)
#2: "I'll Be the One" by HAL (eps 31-60)

Ending Theme:
#1: "Bokura no Bouken" by Kids Alive (eps 1-12)

Check it out!!

2005-05-13T01:17:00.000+08:00

Yoz.. another new things coming into my Blog.
i changes my skins(blog de) whereby there can be a choice for others to choose the songs
that i had placed it in here.
There are 23 songs and all are anime songs. Gundam Seed. Gundam Seed Destiny, Bleach and Hikaru no Go.(but think not all inside)
i had finally got all of Lacus Clyne's song inside..(which is sang by Rie Tanaka). She is the "pink princess" that Sunny mentioned.
Do try all the songs!! i like them very much.. hur hur..
Any comments dun forget to tell in my tagboard..
i think i will rearrange the songs when i have the time..
the songs all seems to jumble up (actually is true not seems)
:::::::::::::::::thats all folks::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

new new

2005-04-23T09:42:00.000+08:00

very long never come in le... dunno how many days le..
watever... haha..
i juz change my blog from blogskins.. no time to make my own one.. busy working..
i also had changed my background music. this is really nice.. but think need to load for sometime.
the file is big u see... almost 5MB!! even though i change it to wma format. i got no choice but i really want it in there.
this song is fields of hope.. only those who watch gundam seed will know what song is that.. lacus clyne rulez!! haha... have a nice time loading the song =) hee...

haiz....

2005-04-06T11:12:00.000+08:00

so sian!!!! -_-||

English de...

2005-03-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

i had juz changed the background music.. previously is real emotion in jap de.. quite hop as i had mentioned. this time is 1000 words. i had actually wanted to put the japanese version in it but the file is too big event after i convert it into .wma format..
i totally sian diao...
i have got no choice but to put in the english version of 1000 words... its in .mp3 format.. hopefully it wont go that bad.. haha...
ZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz
recently i stress like hell sia.. almost all projects not done yet.. luckily i had finish my french, wireless, discovery journals liao.. haha... a bit relieve liao..
n yet i still got IFCtech sia... sian.. today juz solve one stupid mistake that i didn see... haha..
it actually cause a problem for me sia.. haha..
after everything is done, i tried for its connection, but to my disappointment, it failed....
haiz...
hopefully everything goes well.. by next week i will be free le..
wahhahahahahaha...
i awaits u.. my freedom!!!! =X

today so suay sia...

2005-02-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

i guess today realli not my day.. haiz..
this monday i went to changi village..
my brother dunno y kick my toe sia... its painful.. then at the hawker center i kanna hit again..
sian...
my mum say.. without 3 wont be complete.. which means i gonna have a third time.. haha
i went to puiau ubin with my parents to pray pray..
got one interesting happened at the temple we prayed.. there was one group of youngsters came to pray also.. they brought along pork to pray to hou ya.. the tiger.. then there were kittens started to lick n taste it.. haha.. they didn stop them.. lolx.. then later a dog came.. thats where the interesting part came.. the dog smelled of the pork n wanted to have it.. but one of the youngsters chase him away.. saying to let hou ya finish it before it can have it.. but the dog did not actually run away..
it waited need the temple waiting for the youngster to go away.. i can see the dog actually drinking its own saliva haha....
the youngster stayed in front of the temple trying to block the dog away.. it did not succeeded eventually.. haha.. seeing the dog and the guy, i realli cant stop laughing sia.. haha
like a thief wanting to find opportunity to grap its chance to get the thing he wants.. but there is the owner stopping him..
in the end.. when we decided to leave, i still see the dog not giving up.. haha.. i actually go n disturb it also.. hee.. then after a while it actually left...
hur hur.. on the way back, i saw two butterfly 'dancing' here n there together.. seems like lang shan po and zhu yin tai... haha.. thats wat my grandma said.. i wanted to take a photo of it but its too far...
when i get back to town, we decided to go to my grandma's house.
i wanted to play ms but it is not install or even dled so no choice cant play.. haiz..
later my parents join in to play manjong.. see them play.. then later i join in.. hur hur.. i help my mother play.. she pay i play.. hee..
then when our dog came in, i went to disturb it also..
in the end, i kanna bitten.. sian.. it hurts sia.. serve me rite..hur hur...
luckily its not that serious.. haha...
guess that the third time that my mon says...
isnt i suay????

haiz...

2005-02-21T17:11:00.000+08:00

haiz.. haiz... isnt this song quite hop rite???
this not the one that i actually want to put...
haiz...
cant find a server that can let me upload song up till 5MB..
*sob*
so no choice but to put this song... a bit not suit the skin....=(

today... gt quite a few things to say..
no mood to do edd... i didn attend the full lesson.. haha..
cyy n jy later go makan... jy dunno took how long for a meal sia.. haha
i went down to see see.. he's at sc with mw, sunny, ah pa and shan..
even though i didn stay long but gt chit chat about ........ *dun know how to spell =X
before that qy n party finish java wait for us outside classroom.. i went to chit that with them also..
shu ying brought her laptop out also.. hope to play game with tp's connection.. but.. not successful.
haiz....
after edd i went makan with qy.. finish liao sit there tok tok..
then suddenly......... a bird shit falls on the table!!!! haha
juz beside our plates.. haha..
nearer to qy so gt spit a bit onto her... haha =X
she felt so suay...
i also very sian..
reach home see cyy online msn.. ask him whether he playing or not..
then act fierce say wat.. he n jy not playing, doing edd... somemore in cap!!
wth... want to grade me down for peer evaluation somemore.. idiot!!
i fed up.. reply him to grade me down if he wants i dont mind anyway..
i didn reply back him anything after that...
wat a day sia.. somemore is only half day..... wth....

editing..

2005-02-20T01:36:00.000+08:00

haiz.. time now is 1.37am!! i didn play MS..
i am editing my own skin!! =)
*actually i am using other ppl's template n edit here n there...
i changes pictures... trying to put possible things inside..
haha...
my skin is actually very simple loh..
but i like it very much haha..
all very dull colours..
haha.. black... grayscale...
maybe can call it blackie..
haha..
i will see to it..
going to continue to edit my skin le.. hur hur =)

crazy liao!!!!

2005-02-17T21:27:00.000+08:00

wa lao....
i still doing IA sia.. for a few hours liao... haiz.. i so sian.. almost all done liao except for jy's part..
time now is nine thirty and i juz found that not all his answers are given to me!! how am i going to survive??
almost going to be crazy liao...
stress sia...
i wanna play game!!! i finally bought my graphic card le... hee..
finally sia..
haha.. so happy.. can play game non stop le.. wont have that much error liao!!!
but......
before that, i have to do my proj!! arghhhhhhh...
ganbate ne...

nEw bLoGsKiN

2005-02-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

harlow!! dunno y muz greet.. haha..
i had juz changed a new blogskin--->sweet secret.
dunno is nice a not as i cant anything that can attracts me.. haiz..
doing this thing for at least an hour i guess...
all because of the tagboard..
...need to find..
..then edit here and there...
..then copy html codes and paste it in the template...
actually i wanna put some links for 'others' under links.. but friendster under maintanence..
haiz..
so.. cant put in the links for my friendster.. so decided to do it either tml or other day...
i actually went to see my friends blog while doing this.. not to copy but to read..
some are so long.. n i lazy so didn read at all.. haha..maybe other times bah..
guess no more to write le..
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Shocking??

2005-02-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

Today is 4th day of chinese new year. I went to visit my mum's parent's aunt and uncle and also my aunt's house. I heard a shocking news from my mum.. (to me is.. but not sure the rest) Actually, i should have another uncle age around 30 years if i am not wrong. But the important thing is that my grandma aborted him.... i really feel very shock about it. My mum told me that at that period of time, my grandma had a terrible time. She did not have enough rest after giving birth to my youngest uncle and had to work for living. She need to take care of her 6 children and had to weave for house expenses. My grandfather at that time did not have a job and also seems unwilling to find one.
After a few months giving birth to my youngest uncle, my grandma got pregnant again.. but wat misfortunate is that the house had no more money to spend for anything. My grandma was very sad and had to take the decision to abort the child. It was already 4 months old!!! It actually will cause danger to the mother if anything goes wrong. My grandma might have cause herself a DEATH!!! oh my god.. i really cannot imagine it...
After hearing everything, i actually don't know how should i react. Shock or pity???
i didn really expect to hear this from anyone... i never know this type of misfortunate things to happen in my family.. i guess i did feel sad about it.. i was actually thinking wat thing will be like if my unfortunate uncle is born in this world... i guess i can never really know the answer...
i really hope that this type of things won't really happen anymore.. or even to my friends or anyone i know.
i was told not to mention it in front of anyone especially my grandma.. i can feel that she really had no choice but to do it.. As a mother, its really hard to make a decision to do such things.. i guess my grandma actually feels hurt about it.. haiz.....

bAck!!

2005-01-01T15:18:00.000+08:00

wow~~ its been quite sometime that i have not written anything here...
months had passed.. and its going to another new year.. the time now is 11.14pm 46 more minutes to yr 2005.
not very sure what should i do now. school had already started for 4 weeks le.. n projects are also on the way here~~ haiz...
life is so miserable for me~~ tired n tedious...
realli hope that a new year can bring me better things in life.. better results, better life, better luck.. and all those things that can be improved. =X
am i too greedy? haha...
my mind is totally blank now.. dun realli know wat to rite..
oh ya!! i have changed my template.. is it nice?
the text up there is edited by me.. believe it?
nahz.. i copied it from somewhere de... but now not sure from where so cant put any copyright here.. oops.. haha
wish myself a very good happy new year!!
(dun think that i am siao..)

Issit my fault?? =(

2004-09-21T06:21:00.000+08:00

todae.. in the morning.. i was having my MOBCOMP lesson.. our lecturer matti was going to do the evalution for our project..
i had done most of the project.. n also zhofry my teammates manage to do some also except for tricia.. she did nothing at all~!!!!
when matti was doing the evalution for our project, he asked wat zhofry n tricia had done in this project.. i have no idea why zhofry didm speak out wat he had done.
as for tricia, she showed him something but that was not been used in the project.
wat she had done is the xhtml page for some of the pages.. but the problem is these pages had to be done in java servlets!! but the problem is i had onli realised this a few weeks after she had done that..
besides, i had also asked her to join me with the project after skool.. but.. she had juz took note of it and didn come at all!!
instead, zhofry had came to help.
i had no idea wat to do with her.. she seemed not interested in this project at all!!!
those things that i try to asked her to do, she say she need example to do it.. wth...
how am i going to survive like this?
in the end i had no choice but to do it myself.
1 of the day that i stayed back, i left skool at 10 pm!! n i had my lesson start at 8! 14 hours in skool.. i didn see her at all..
i realli dunno wat to sae about her..
matti was quite dissappointed about us.. i can see that...
but he did give us a chance to evalute again..
i had messaged her whether she wanted a not.. but it can almost took her years to reply back..
i had also tried to call her.. but i think she purposely dun want to receive it..
she had let her anger on ME!!!
i was quite angry also... but i cant care anymore.. thats her problem liao..
since i had told her about it.
by the way,
issit my fault for not telling her the wrong thing?
issit my fault for doing almost all the thing?
issit all my fault??
i realli duno wat to do..
i feel like shouting whole heartedly.. i feel like crying also...
wat if i also dun care about the project and do nothing... ?
will things go better?

this is not the first project that i team with her.
there is another project of ROSW. and also she did nothing.
the rest of my team members were all very cooperative..
n i am very happy about that.. we had also stayed back sometimes to do the project..
she had onli stayed back once but had not done anything also...

because of this problem, i had feeled very depressed since morning.. i hoped that someone can encourage me.. i realli hoped so...

CAN U BELIEVE IT????

2004-07-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

can u believe this???? i found a hp in the toilet!! its a Panasonic GD 88 phone!! i cant believe it.. but its true.. i tried to on the phone n see whether can get any info from the owner.. but seems like i cant do anything at all.. the person lock her sim card.. thats y... does that mean its destiny is to belong to me? lolx... i also duno
haha....
by the way i also thinking abt the dae b4 yesterdae things... even though i does not stress as much liao but i juz received a call not long ago.. its frm 1 of the person.. haiz..
as if i will run away like that.. n also as if i wont keep my promise...
as u may noticed.. he called to remind me... haiz.... m i realli that untrusted by others???
watever now...
my mood became down after i receive the call... IT SPOILTS MY DAY!!!!

what a terrible dae sia..

2004-07-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

yesterdae... when i went to tampinese to do something after skool, i met those ppl whom were doing surveys.. i was forced to stop.. haiz..
u knoe wat? the survey that they were doing was something abt savings.. they were from the prudential... after i finished everything, the person asked me to gif him a few minutes to print out something for me.. i agreed..
things began to happen.. another person came n began to tok abt the policies that they were advertising... sae wat everydae save $1 into the "saving account" they providing n will get the interest rate of 3%-4%. this is somehow like puting money into the bank..
they chat wif me for very long.. i began to worry.. cause i realli dun have the money t invest into these things... they tried to persuade me... haiz... i cant even go away.. (they wont let me...)
in the end i had no choice.. but to agree as they told me that i would be given 1 month to consider..
next.. they wanted a deposit.. i bluff them that i dun have money.. but they insisted of having some at least... i told them i realli have no choice.. then.. they asked me whether when i will be free.. n they will collect the deposit from me.. sae wat can meet me anywhere.. even my flat's corridor.. haiz... but in the end i told them to meet at tampinese(the place where i met them) at 4.30 this fridae.. (i have gt no choice cause i already signed the form they written...)
on the way home.. i think a lot.. i m realli scared as this is the first time i met these type of things.. i felt very down when i reach home.. my parents were not at home.. i wanted to tok to them but seems like i have to wait... i began to think of wat i m going to do.. whether to apply a not.. if i apply it, i would need to work liao.. i have been working b4 the skool starts.. i was realli tired of working.. thats y i wasnt woking anymore...
another advantage that i had though of is that.. i realli helps me to save loh.. i m the person who will not have saving at the end of the month...the money will not be able to take out until a certai n period of time.. besides they also told me abt the advantages.. there will be a insurance included once i began this plan..
haiz......
i realli had a hard time thinking.. cause if i started this policy, i will need to work n also i dun have a job now.. wat m i going to do? i had regreted of rejecting my friends invitation of a job in tampinese.. a weekend job at Isetan.. maybe i shld go back to my old company? (i dun realli like that company thats y i hoped that i can have a new job)
haiz....... y m i having these kinds of trouble????
i m already quite tired after skools .. then now i have to trouble wanting to work a not.. haiz...
m i realli having such a "bad" luck recently? anybody can gif me suggestions? wat m i going to do? arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh................. =`(

[s]a[t]u[r]d[a]e

2004-07-11T01:51:00.000+08:00

saturdae nite... or even sunday morning.. time now is 1:51 am... and i m still awake.
haven write anything for yesterdae..
maybe i just write this as a make up for yest..

saturdae to me is like a slacking dae foe me.. i will do nth other then slp, use com, watch tv and play game.. i can slp till afternoon.. then slp again aroung evening time.. (like a pig rite? haha.. i think i m 1 also)
normally this dae many ppl will tend to go out n play but i would rather spend it at home even though i wont do much thing at all..
i dun realli knoe y.. maybe i m too lazy to do so.. maybe i dun want to.. maybe because i dun have event at all...(too lazy to find 1 at all.. dun ask me y.. hee..)

time ended 2:01... i took 10 minutes to write this sia.. haha.. i m so slow..

rEsUlTs oUt!!

2004-07-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

the results for my badminton trial is out le...
as i had known, i was not being selected..
isnt it sad?.. or maybe not bah.. since i knoe the result before hand le..
hee..

One more thing to sae.. todae i felt very restless.... i cant finish my mock test at all!!! haiz... feel quite stress up sia.. onli 3rd week of skool.. like this liao..
think gonna die soon.. hee..

skool again?

2004-07-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

it seems like i have nth else to sae other than skool le... haiz...
am i realli that boring?
but anyway... i just write wat i feel...
todae can be known as a long dae for me... in the morning having 2 labs can kill me le..
dun realli knoe wat is happening at all.. haiz.. took me so long to finish 1 lab.. 1 of it i
cant even finish it sia...
things got more n more hard nowadays.. i gonna have a terrible time this time round..
=(
i m feeling quite restless these few days.. cant take things to heart at all..
i dun even knoe wat i was thinking or even doing!! can believe?
haha...

........

2004-07-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

what shld i sae abt todae?
haiz....
todae.. i went for the trial le.. n also.. i met a opponent..
she is a very good player i can sae...
n.. it means that i may not be able to join in the cca...
i have to wait for the e-mail which will be send by them..
but... i think that i wont have much chance to go in at all... haiz...=(
thinking on the bright side, i can play with my other friends anytime i like... n also..
i can have more time to manage my works..
by the way... i may have the chance to go in also..(the cca).. jus hopefully i can go in afterall..
Wish myself all the best!!=D
hmm...Ganbate..

qUiTe a tIrInG dAy? sHlD i sAe tHiS?

2004-07-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

early in the morning at 7 o'clock.. got to wake up n to get started with the day..
so slpy.... skools start at 8 n will ends at 5!! isnt is terrible?
besides i hava a row of lectures for 3 hrs in the same old lecture hall!! hu can tahan this?
haiz.. this have to carry on for the rest of the sem sia.... =(

after all the skool staff.. i went to play badminton wif my friends.. they had actually started at 4!! n i could onli play wif them at 5... n can onli last for an hr.. hmmm...sad...
i usually played this game for at least 2 hrs...

there will be a trial tomorrow waiting for me!! a badminton trial.. hopefully there is enough girls to form a team n i can join in as a member.. which means.... i will have a CCA!! yeah..
wish gd luck to me pls.. hee..
=D

fIrSt tImE..

2004-07-04T18:28:00.000+08:00

tHiS iS mY fiRsT tImE uSinG tHiS tHiNg.. iT lOoKs lIkE a oNlInE dIaRy... hOpEfUlLy i hAvE tHe tImE tO wRiTe iT eVeRyDaY.. =D